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“You spend days with me and nights with him”

September 5, 2019 by Grey Guy 1 Comment

Already at 7am, she texted “Good morning” and said that she passed out after returning home last night. She didn’t tell though that she went back to him. She tried to explain her feelings and emotions with Giuseppe and me on the other side. Obviously at this point she had a clear picture of us both and was divided or even torn apart. On one hand a nice older good guy with lot of patience and on the other side more impulsive young stallion surrounded by lot of friends and shining around. Pretty difficult choice, even after months, differences between two of us are clear and distracted her for next few weeks. At few occasions she used to say that she is chocking with relation with him and she feels light with me. Additionally, the ring she got from Giuseppe weights heavy now and builds another guilt within her despite the guilt of having the need to support his healing.

Shortly before noon we met in my hotel, for a second time. We had good time in bed and she was very open-minded, urging to try new kinky things. Few months later I got to know that she faked her orgasm that night, however I didn’t feel like that at this that moment. Afterwards we went for a lunch and then I briefly introduced her to my daughter, who was visiting me for the weekend. We agreed that we run our own errands during the afternoon and we meet again in the evening for dinner and some clubbing.

At early evening the communication with her started to fade again. I knew that things are wrong. During the days, weeks and months of this rock and roll voyage I learned quickly to smell things being wrong just by sensing the change of her behavior. You know, the small things. She didn’t make it for dinner nor she made for the club later that night. Just past 8.30pm she dropped me few messages.

“Hi … Sorry… Im in bad timing at the moment
Trying to get rid of him… im returning his ring
Bare with me…
? his possesive attitude … he dont want to accept it… he said he cant get rid of me that easy
Cant talk now. Bare with me…
Im stress and bit worried
? this is harder than I thought
?”

Indeed, in an act of bravery and trying to free herself from Giuseppe, she made decision to return the ring and walk away. I told her that it was the wrong way of doing this and that she needs my support with this. However, she wanted to do that on her own, which I was afraid will not work as she was way to soft. We exchanged few more messages, but at that point she got convinced to stay there with Giuseppe, instead of joining me for the evening. I felt exactly the same like last weekend, dumped and left alone, despite a hope for rebuilding the relation. The fact we went to bed together just few hours earlier did not matter, or maybe it mattered in the way that gave her kick to try free herself and to return the ring. I’m not sure. As to conclusion for that night, she once again spent the day with me and night with him. So sad.

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Cherie January 6, 2020 at 21:20

I saw the messages and calls from Mr. Grey the other night. I was too emotional and overflowing tears that I ignored my phone when I reached home last night. Somehow, Giuseppe put me on sleep as well so I didn’t checked my phone right after.

While reading Mr Grey messages that he realized he did mistake from not coming back to my car, that he felt somehow I wanted him back as well. I was happy reading his messages that he still didn’t give up on me, and from that moment, I made a decision. I have to do something, I can’t lost him.

I sneak out from Giuseppe, told him I will take some stuffs from my apartment. He dropped me in front of my building, but he said he will wait for me home in an hour for lunch. As soon as he left, I went to meet Mr. Grey in his hotel.

While in his room, we started talking about the event last night. We shared our thoughts from that meeting and we both wanted to be together. We make love for the second time, the excitement to have each other once again, passionately kissing in a very intimate situation but Somehow, my mind was divided, I wasn’t 100% focus on Mr. Grey, I had to fake my orgasm as time is running Giuseppe is waiting for me as I promise to get home and have lunch together.

I had to say goodbye, but before doing so, Mr Grey introduced me to his daughter. She was lovely and we decided to meet later that night for clubbing.

I supposed to go back in Giuseppe’s place for lunch, but I did not. Instead, I went to my apartment and thought a lot of Mr. Grey and Us. On the other hand, Giuseppe started to be upset as I was not replying to his messages and I was ignoring his calls.
He became possessive and verbally abusive again. How can I be with this person? How can I stay in a relationship that causing me so much stress? I can’t be with him anymore, I need to free myself from this toxic relationship I am right now. I am stress enough from my issues, I can’t add more. I need to let go!

So, I decided to get rid of Giuseppe, I’m breaking up with him. I informed Mr. Grey about ending the relationship with him, he gave me some advices, but I choose to do it in my way. So, I went to Giuseppe’s place to return his ring. Somehow, the situation was not easy, from the abusive behavior earlier now became so soft human being. He started crying, kneeling down and begging. I can still recall when he told me, “Please don’t leave me, don’t do this to me, I traveled far despite of my situation of broken foot just to be with you, I brought you a ring to assure you I’m not gonna dump you again, I love you and I promise I will change myself for you. I am running a multi-construction company, and US gov’t is my client, I cant fuck up the contract with them, I need to focus on my job, breaking up with me will make me depress and sad, How many people are dependent of my company, If I will lost the contract, they will loose their job too. I need you to stay with me, Cherie Please”.

Earlier, I was very brave to end the relationship but after seeing him begging and crying I become too soft, he was putting the guilt on me that if he fucks up, a lot of people will lost their jobs. I was convinced to stay, and I promise him that I will stay.

This was harder than I thought, So I sent Mr. Grey a message I am not coming for the club later. He somehow felt being dumped again for not choosing him this time. I was way too soft, and not strong enough to leave Giuseppe, but I know deep in my heart I’m choosing Mr. Grey, I just can’t be with him.