{"id":8856,"date":"2019-09-08T23:59:30","date_gmt":"2019-09-08T21:59:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/?p=8856"},"modified":"2020-01-16T13:06:37","modified_gmt":"2020-01-16T11:06:37","slug":"you-deserve-better","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/?p=8856","title":{"rendered":"\u201cYou deserve better\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"S<\/span>unday didn\u2019t start well, neither ended well. She sent me a short \u201chello\u201d<\/em> at 6.30am following a long silence till lunch time. Still suffering from migraine, she said she can\u2019t get out of the bed. She said that she is depressed she tries to isolate herself from anyone. She also said she is dealing with the bank issues. All this added to her stress.<\/p>\n

Wait a moment, something didn\u2019t add up here. Just yesterday she dropped Giuseppe or the other way, being very positive to rebuild our relation, and today she wakes up with guilt, anxiety, depression and stress. I had bad feelings. To big change in her behavior from yesterday.<\/p>\n

\n

\"\"
\n<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n

At the evening it became even worse. She started to blame herself for all wrongdoing, fucking up me and him. She came to conclusion she is mentally ill and she is not able to have any kind of relation. As the conversation arise, the more I got confused, sad and angry. Once again, we are in the same pattern. Looking for reunion at the horizon and going steps back with her inability to actually kick into that relation. At the end of the day I was fed up and in a resignation, I blocked her with a goodbye message. I simply couldn\u2019t take up more of this roller coaster mood changes, hurt feelings and waiting. I had to let her go, and so I did\u2026 Well\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

unday didn\u2019t start well, neither ended well. She sent me a short \u201chello\u201d at 6.30am following a long silence till lunch time. Still suffering from migraine, she said she can\u2019t get out of the bed. She said that she is depressed she tries to isolate herself from anyone. She also said she is dealing with the bank issues. All this added to her stress. Wait a moment, something didn\u2019t add up here. Just yesterday she dropped Giuseppe or the other way, being very positive to rebuild our relation, and today she wakes up with guilt, anxiety, depression and stress. I had bad feelings. To big change in her behavior from yesterday. At the evening it became even worse. She started to blame herself for all wrongdoing, fucking up me and him. She came to conclusion she is mentally ill and she is not able to have any kind of relation. As the conversation arise, the more I got confused, sad and angry. Once again, we are in the same pattern. Looking for reunion at the horizon and going steps back with her inability to actually kick into that relation. At the end of the day I was fed up and in a resignation, I blocked her with a goodbye message. I simply couldn\u2019t take up more of this roller coaster mood changes, hurt feelings and waiting. I had to let her go, and so I did\u2026 Well\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[93,91,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8856","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-cheriecomment","category-stepbackwards","category-blog"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8856","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8856"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8856\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8862,"href":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8856\/revisions\/8862"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8856"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8856"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8856"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}