{"id":8677,"date":"2019-08-27T07:59:00","date_gmt":"2019-08-27T05:59:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/?p=8677"},"modified":"2019-12-29T08:45:56","modified_gmt":"2019-12-29T06:45:56","slug":"otto-von-bismarck-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/?p=8677","title":{"rendered":"Message from Cherie"},"content":{"rendered":"

“Good Morning.<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n


\n<\/span><\/em>There is a deep reason behind why I cant commit with the relationship.\u00a0<\/span><\/em>You dont know me and there are a lot of things you still dont know about me.\u00a0<\/span><\/em>And I am really \u201cAFRAID\u201d bcoz I have been traumatized of the feeling that after using me, Dumping me like a shit after. I am someone who take relationship seriously and once i am in there that\u2019s it.<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n


\n<\/span><\/em>A lot of secrets you dont know still, and I am willing to open myself to you but I am scared that you might dump as well like what others did.\u00a0<\/span><\/em>When I told you to take it slow, its bcoz I want you to get to know me, and dig deep my darkest secrets and What I want to see from you is your willingness to accept me and my past.<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n


\n<\/span><\/em>I cant commit in the relation when I am not fully 100% open to you.\u00a0<\/span><\/em>And the process of opening myself is like a remembering\/recalling the nightmares and bad experiences that I had from the past. Its not easy to recall something that damage you from the beginning… and who I am today is still a damage person bcoz I always met people whom I trusted to help me get through it, they will stay from the start but will eventually dump me when they know how damage I am.<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n


\n<\/span><\/em>Commit now, and dump me on the process.\u00a0<\/span><\/em>So Im more cautious this time, bcoz heartbreaks is damaging me even more.\u00a0<\/span><\/em>Its not only about finances… after few relationship from the past….this is about something in my head that traumatized me and That I need to guard my heart this time.\u00a0<\/span><\/em>I trust so easily for that reason people took advantage of me…. telling me there promises but will dump me later after using me for sex.<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n


\n<\/span><\/em>What you have known about me is not just 50% of myself.\u00a0<\/span><\/em>If I will tell you more, I dont know if you still want me after.\u00a0<\/span><\/em>Take it slow, Its not easy opening your darkpast to someone.”<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

“Good Morning. There is a deep reason behind why I cant commit with the relationship.\u00a0You dont know me and there are a lot of things you still dont know about me.\u00a0And I am really \u201cAFRAID\u201d bcoz I have been traumatized of the feeling that after using me, Dumping me like a shit after. I am someone who take relationship seriously and once i am in there that\u2019s it. A lot of secrets you dont know still, and I am willing to open myself to you but I am scared that you might dump as well like what others did.\u00a0When I told you to take it slow, its bcoz I want you to get to know me, and dig deep my darkest secrets and What I want to see from you is your willingness to accept me and my past. I cant commit in the relation when I am not fully 100% open to you.\u00a0And the process of opening myself is like a remembering\/recalling the nightmares and bad experiences that I had from the past. Its not easy to recall something that damage you from the beginning… and who I am today is still a damage person bcoz I always met people whom I trusted to help me get through it, they will stay from the start but will eventually dump me when they know how damage I am. Commit now, and dump me on the process.\u00a0So Im more cautious this time, bcoz heartbreaks is damaging me even more.\u00a0Its not only about finances… after few relationship from the past….this is about something in my head that traumatized me and That I need to guard my heart this time.\u00a0I trust so easily for that reason people took advantage of me…. telling me there promises but will dump me later after using me for sex. What you have known about me is not just 50% of myself.\u00a0If I will tell you more, I dont know if you still want me after.\u00a0Take it slow, Its not easy opening your darkpast to someone.”<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[93,91,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8677","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-cheriecomment","category-stepbackwards","category-blog"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8677","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8677"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8677\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8877,"href":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8677\/revisions\/8877"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8677"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8677"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aboutcherie.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8677"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}